1 00:00:35,969 --> 00:00:37,937 How do you answer the question? 2 00:00:38,038 --> 00:00:40,666 As you /ook at your /ife, are you satisfied... 3 00:00:40,774 --> 00:00:43,334 with what and where you are in your /ife? 4 00:00:43,476 --> 00:00:45,706 What do you want to be different? 5 00:00:47,414 --> 00:00:52,215 I want to be free of my past. I want to... 6 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:56,388 What comes to your mind? What are your options? 7 00:00:59,893 --> 00:01:02,987 That's the prob/em. What do I do? 8 00:01:03,096 --> 00:01:08,193 I can't get on with my /ife unti/ I can so/ve my past, then I can move on. 9 00:01:08,301 --> 00:01:11,930 You have these nagging thoughts that you did something terrib/e? 10 00:01:13,106 --> 00:01:16,405 Has anybody ever supported those thoughts? 11 00:01:19,245 --> 00:01:22,043 - So this is a// in your mind? - Yes. 12 00:02:25,478 --> 00:02:27,503 Matty, what's up? 13 00:02:27,647 --> 00:02:29,740 What's up, you rat bastard? 14 00:02:29,883 --> 00:02:31,783 Where you goin'? 15 00:02:31,885 --> 00:02:34,513 Lend me some money, man! 16 00:02:34,621 --> 00:02:36,612 How ya doin', man? 17 00:02:36,723 --> 00:02:38,657 I know you got it. Not that! 18 00:02:38,758 --> 00:02:40,487 Have a Kiss! 19 00:03:28,775 --> 00:03:31,471 There he is, fo/ks. 20 00:03:31,611 --> 00:03:35,980 The six-million-dollar movie man. I read it in Ho//ywood Reporter. It's true. 21 00:03:36,115 --> 00:03:38,675 I'm bored, Annie. Tell us a joke. 22 00:03:38,785 --> 00:03:40,514 You understand if I speak in French? 23 00:03:40,620 --> 00:03:42,451 We understand. 24 00:03:42,555 --> 00:03:42,722 - In French. - In French, you understand? 25 00:03:42,722 --> 00:03:44,917 - In French. - In French, you understand? 26 00:03:45,024 --> 00:03:46,855 Yes, in French. 27 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:50,418 Come on. I like that. Come on. For real. 28 00:03:50,530 --> 00:03:51,997 Miami Beach. 29 00:03:55,201 --> 00:03:57,135 I hate this guy. 30 00:03:59,405 --> 00:04:01,339 Welcome home, Matty. 31 00:04:03,243 --> 00:04:06,235 Yeah, and just when you thought it was safe to go into the water. 32 00:04:06,379 --> 00:04:08,677 Hey, lover boy. What about your friends? 33 00:04:11,517 --> 00:04:13,246 Jesus Christ. 34 00:04:13,353 --> 00:04:15,719 They act like they haven't seen each other. 35 00:04:15,822 --> 00:04:19,087 - I missed you. - Yeah? I missed you too, baby. 36 00:04:19,192 --> 00:04:21,524 - It's impossible. - Why? 37 00:04:22,762 --> 00:04:25,356 Why is it impossible for me to miss you? 38 00:04:25,465 --> 00:04:28,366 Because I heard you've been a bad dude. 39 00:04:28,468 --> 00:04:30,902 You heard I was a what? A bad dude? 40 00:04:32,005 --> 00:04:33,370 It's not funny. 41 00:04:33,473 --> 00:04:35,373 I got mine. 42 00:04:35,475 --> 00:04:38,308 We're going upstairs. Be jealous, huh? 43 00:04:38,411 --> 00:04:41,744 Hey, hey, hey. Come on. Don't show off. 44 00:04:41,848 --> 00:04:44,339 What are you guys staring at, huh? 45 00:04:44,484 --> 00:04:47,146 - We saw you in the magazine. - You're everywhere. 46 00:04:47,253 --> 00:04:49,153 - Check it out. - You are everywhere. 47 00:04:49,255 --> 00:04:51,246 - That's not me. That's my brother. - Your face is in every magazine. 48 00:04:53,493 --> 00:04:54,551 Who's that girl? 49 00:04:54,661 --> 00:04:57,255 - That's you with long hair. - That's my mother. 50 00:04:57,997 --> 00:05:02,229 Madonna was here. She was looking for you. I swear to God. 51 00:05:02,335 --> 00:05:04,895 She's finished with the basketball player. She said, "That Matty... 52 00:05:05,004 --> 00:05:07,529 He's got a big..." You know. 53 00:05:07,640 --> 00:05:09,835 - The biggest. - I swear to God. 54 00:05:09,976 --> 00:05:12,911 - She knows. - She goes, "Where's Matty?" 55 00:05:13,046 --> 00:05:16,413 Right? Right? She was here a little while ago. 56 00:05:16,516 --> 00:05:19,781 Annie, tell him. Annie was gonna kick her ass. 57 00:05:19,886 --> 00:05:22,787 Yeah, Matty, yeah. 58 00:05:22,889 --> 00:05:26,256 - Matty, what about your friends? - You got shades on and everything. 59 00:05:26,359 --> 00:05:28,259 - Hey. - He hasn't got time to talk. 60 00:05:28,361 --> 00:05:31,888 You're not a fag, okay. Come on. Talk to us. 61 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:34,228 We're rollin', Matty. 62 00:05:34,334 --> 00:05:36,234 Come on. Do your thing. 63 00:05:36,336 --> 00:05:39,601 - Come on, Romeo. - Gonna be around more than a day? 64 00:05:39,706 --> 00:05:42,038 I got you something. 65 00:05:42,141 --> 00:05:44,200 Thank you. 66 00:05:44,344 --> 00:05:46,812 Come on. Show us somethin'. 67 00:05:46,946 --> 00:05:51,440 Now that's a kiss. That's a real kiss. Yeah. 68 00:05:51,584 --> 00:05:53,984 Watch and learn. 69 00:06:04,163 --> 00:06:06,131 Hey. Leave her alone. 70 00:06:16,943 --> 00:06:20,572 Like this. I can look like him. 71 00:07:15,334 --> 00:07:17,268 Let me sleep. 72 00:07:32,318 --> 00:07:35,446 Tell me this is... 73 00:07:35,555 --> 00:07:37,580 Tell me this is to our future together. 74 00:07:42,061 --> 00:07:44,256 Okay. 75 00:07:44,363 --> 00:07:46,593 To your future together. 76 00:07:46,699 --> 00:07:50,430 No, to our future together. To our future together. 77 00:07:50,536 --> 00:07:52,936 To our future together. 78 00:07:53,039 --> 00:07:54,939 That's right. 79 00:08:03,382 --> 00:08:05,009 Drink it. 80 00:09:18,324 --> 00:09:23,227 Why do you ask me now? Why not before? 81 00:09:26,165 --> 00:09:28,725 Because I was stupid. 82 00:09:28,834 --> 00:09:30,768 I didn't know what I wanted. 83 00:09:37,510 --> 00:09:39,410 Why did you ask me? 84 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:45,483 I know what I want now. 85 00:09:46,752 --> 00:09:49,550 I want you. I want us. 86 00:09:49,655 --> 00:09:52,317 I want us together. 87 00:09:52,425 --> 00:09:55,724 I want this baby. I want this baby. 88 00:10:02,435 --> 00:10:04,903 Motherfuck it I'// get straight to the point 89 00:10:05,004 --> 00:10:07,268 You don't dig what I'm sayin' Then fuck you 90 00:10:07,373 --> 00:10:09,603 'Cause se//in'drugs the on/y job that a nigger got 91 00:10:09,709 --> 00:10:11,802 Se//in' 'caine to the niggers in the parkin'/ot 92 00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:14,139 Some niggers /ive Some niggers gotta get dropped 93 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:16,578 You say damn, my man You cannot understand 94 00:10:16,682 --> 00:10:18,809 How cou/d you be so co/d to the brotherman 95 00:10:18,918 --> 00:10:21,113 Don't come around here teachin'and preachin', my nigger 96 00:10:21,220 --> 00:10:23,450 Because a nigger /ike me you ain't reachin', my nigger 97 00:10:23,556 --> 00:10:25,547 'Cause a// l care about is se//in'my lleyo 98 00:10:25,658 --> 00:10:27,558 I'm makin'money /ike a nigger make mayo 99 00:10:27,660 --> 00:10:30,128 I toke weed sippin'on my O/de E 100 00:10:30,229 --> 00:10:32,561 And a// the crackheads a// want my wee-wee 101 00:10:32,665 --> 00:10:34,895 I'm ro//in'hard in my ragtop Vo/vo 102 00:10:35,001 --> 00:10:37,060 911 on my ass so I won't know 103 00:10:37,169 --> 00:10:39,364 You can't understand where a brother comin'from 104 00:10:39,472 --> 00:10:42,839 That's why the young b/ack men a/ways on the run 105 00:10:55,421 --> 00:10:57,218 All right. 106 00:10:58,724 --> 00:11:01,056 Keep 'em happy. Keep 'em happy. 107 00:11:09,135 --> 00:11:13,469 You don't know me. Yeah. I know you. I know you! 108 00:11:13,572 --> 00:11:15,802 Come on. Let's go. I know you. I know you! 109 00:11:15,908 --> 00:11:17,136 Cut! Cut! 110 00:11:17,276 --> 00:11:20,211 Cut it! Cut it! Cut it! 111 00:11:20,346 --> 00:11:22,746 All right. All right. 112 00:11:27,053 --> 00:11:31,615 There are some times at Mickey Ray's, man, when you have to be... 113 00:11:31,724 --> 00:11:35,091 Silence! Silent. 114 00:11:35,194 --> 00:11:38,391 'Cause we're shootin' some serious shit here too, man. 115 00:11:38,497 --> 00:11:42,957 We're makin' Nana. Almost finished with Nana Miami. 116 00:11:45,104 --> 00:11:50,269 But since film was too expensive for us... 117 00:11:50,409 --> 00:11:53,435 and we video artists, as we like to call ourselves... 118 00:11:53,579 --> 00:11:58,312 are gonna regenerate the world and pay for our own film videos. 119 00:11:58,417 --> 00:11:59,850 You know what I mean? 120 00:11:59,952 --> 00:12:01,852 Vidiots that we are! 121 00:12:01,954 --> 00:12:05,856 Freaks of the light! Freaks of the light! 122 00:12:05,958 --> 00:12:09,519 Freaks that record our own image. 123 00:12:09,628 --> 00:12:12,324 Freaks that record our own image, man. 124 00:12:12,431 --> 00:12:14,797 Whoa! All right. All right! 125 00:12:14,900 --> 00:12:16,800 You know, and that green card, huh? 126 00:12:16,902 --> 00:12:20,463 That green card gets you into the back room. That red card get you in here. 127 00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:22,973 You sign your waivers at the door. 128 00:12:23,075 --> 00:12:27,535 That blue card gives you access to the editing and to all the other rooms. 129 00:12:27,680 --> 00:12:32,014 We got four live venues goin' at all times here, brother. 130 00:12:32,118 --> 00:12:35,610 - Tell us about the gold card! - The gold card! Well, man! 131 00:12:35,721 --> 00:12:39,452 The gold card gets you in bed. You're in the picture, brother. 132 00:12:39,558 --> 00:12:43,016 You're in the picture, or sister, however it comes down. 133 00:12:43,129 --> 00:12:45,188 Gold carder! 134 00:12:46,298 --> 00:12:47,959 Music! 135 00:13:20,099 --> 00:13:24,263 I understand what it is, but do you understand what it is? 136 00:13:24,370 --> 00:13:26,702 That's all I'm trying to point out. 137 00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:29,206 I understand, but do you understand? 138 00:13:29,308 --> 00:13:31,902 Isn't that fuckin' simple? Isn't that fuckin' simple or what? 139 00:13:32,044 --> 00:13:36,174 Am I going nuts here? So, anyway, in order... 140 00:13:36,282 --> 00:13:38,682 Can we just... Forget that. Forget that. It's over. 141 00:13:38,784 --> 00:13:40,513 It doesn't matter what you think! 142 00:13:40,619 --> 00:13:42,883 I know I fucked up! I'm saying I fucked up! 143 00:13:42,988 --> 00:13:47,550 How could I listen to you tell me I didn't fuck up? I fucked up! All right? 144 00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:50,254 - What do you want to do about it? - How the fuck do I know? 145 00:13:51,764 --> 00:13:54,232 - You think I know? - That's absurd. 146 00:13:54,333 --> 00:13:55,561 - Hey! - How you doin', man? 147 00:13:55,668 --> 00:13:58,501 - How'd the film go? - Which one? 148 00:13:58,604 --> 00:14:00,401 Flavor-of-the-month guy, huh? 149 00:14:00,506 --> 00:14:03,066 - All right. - Me? Flavor-of-the-month guy? 150 00:14:03,175 --> 00:14:05,473 - That's right. - You fucker you. 151 00:14:05,611 --> 00:14:07,806 My star. This is my star. 152 00:14:07,947 --> 00:14:10,609 You better fuckin'... Get the fuck outta here with that! 153 00:14:10,716 --> 00:14:14,743 Wait. We're makin' a movie, man. 154 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:17,721 We're makin' a movie here. Keep me out of it, will ya? 155 00:14:17,823 --> 00:14:20,348 - I'm makin' a movie. - Get the fuck outta here. 156 00:14:20,459 --> 00:14:23,485 - He's been following me since I came in! - He's filming her, man. 157 00:14:23,596 --> 00:14:26,429 He's filming her. We're making a movie. 158 00:14:26,532 --> 00:14:29,365 You want to be in the movie, great. Otherwise, stay away from us. 159 00:14:29,468 --> 00:14:32,960 You gotta stay away from us. And you can't be the star of the movie either. 160 00:14:33,072 --> 00:14:35,233 - Why? - You gotta do everything I tell you. 161 00:14:35,341 --> 00:14:37,172 Because somebody else is the star. 162 00:14:37,309 --> 00:14:39,209 I am the star. 163 00:14:43,382 --> 00:14:45,111 The truth, brother. 164 00:14:45,217 --> 00:14:49,483 Godard says 24 frames a minute. Or is it a second? 165 00:14:49,588 --> 00:14:52,455 - It's a second, isn't it? - Twenty-four frames a second. 166 00:14:52,558 --> 00:14:53,752 - You sure? - Yeah. 167 00:14:53,859 --> 00:14:55,759 - What is she doing? - It's the future is what it is. 168 00:14:55,861 --> 00:14:57,522 She's starring in my movie, man. 169 00:14:57,630 --> 00:14:59,723 It's video, man. 170 00:14:59,832 --> 00:15:02,528 - Yeah, video. - Video is the future. 171 00:15:02,635 --> 00:15:04,330 Video is the future. 172 00:15:18,550 --> 00:15:21,713 The star, baby. You could costar with her. 173 00:15:21,820 --> 00:15:23,583 Got a part for you in this picture. 174 00:15:24,723 --> 00:15:26,190 Wanna sign? 175 00:15:26,292 --> 00:15:28,852 You're not gonna be able to see her otherwise. 176 00:15:28,961 --> 00:15:30,360 Really. 177 00:16:39,264 --> 00:16:44,224 They are happy. Everybody's happy. 178 00:16:48,474 --> 00:16:50,738 This is good for you. 179 00:16:53,112 --> 00:16:56,570 Matty is happy. Everybody is happy. 180 00:16:59,518 --> 00:17:02,351 You think I love you? 181 00:17:02,454 --> 00:17:03,944 I know you love me. 182 00:17:04,056 --> 00:17:05,785 - You know? - I know you love me. 183 00:17:07,159 --> 00:17:10,492 I know you love me when I touch you like this. 184 00:17:10,596 --> 00:17:14,828 Everybody in the world can do that. 185 00:17:14,933 --> 00:17:17,026 No one does it like me. 186 00:17:17,136 --> 00:17:20,367 Yes, that. Everybody can do that like you. 187 00:17:20,939 --> 00:17:21,997 Yes. 188 00:17:22,107 --> 00:17:23,506 Oh, yes. 189 00:17:25,511 --> 00:17:29,607 I do that alone, and I feel the same thing. 190 00:17:29,748 --> 00:17:31,943 I don't need that. 191 00:18:47,326 --> 00:18:49,294 I love you so much. 192 00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:57,025 You want somethin'? 193 00:19:04,843 --> 00:19:07,209 I told you about Mickey, right? 194 00:19:08,647 --> 00:19:11,081 The moment of awe. 195 00:19:12,251 --> 00:19:15,084 He's telling me about the moment of... 196 00:19:17,523 --> 00:19:20,890 He's called this prostitute up in the room. 197 00:19:20,993 --> 00:19:23,791 And he's in a hotel. 198 00:19:23,896 --> 00:19:26,160 The doorman rings him up and says... 199 00:19:26,265 --> 00:19:28,426 "There's a girl here to see you." 200 00:19:28,534 --> 00:19:30,968 So he says, "Send her up." 201 00:19:35,574 --> 00:19:37,542 She comes up to his room. 202 00:19:37,676 --> 00:19:42,079 And she knocks on the door. 203 00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:44,376 - Please listen. - And he's there. 204 00:19:44,483 --> 00:19:47,179 Do you want to marry me because I was still pregnant? 205 00:19:47,286 --> 00:19:48,685 Listen to me. 206 00:19:54,726 --> 00:19:57,126 Would you like to come in? 207 00:19:57,229 --> 00:19:59,129 Would you like to... 208 00:20:02,234 --> 00:20:04,759 Would you like to have a drink... 209 00:20:04,870 --> 00:20:08,533 or would you just like to give me a blow job right now? 210 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:12,406 Did you want to marry me because I was still pregnant? 211 00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:39,128 Did you have an abortion? 212 00:20:40,339 --> 00:20:41,829 Did you have an abortion? 213 00:20:41,940 --> 00:20:47,776 I don't want my baby to have a father who was a junkie. Do you understand? 214 00:20:47,879 --> 00:20:52,213 Who's a junkie? Who you talkin' about? 215 00:20:54,453 --> 00:20:56,353 - You told me... - Did you have an abortion? 216 00:20:56,455 --> 00:20:58,355 - You told me to have it. - Did you have an abortion? 217 00:20:58,457 --> 00:21:02,359 Yes, but you told me to have an abortion. It's yours! 218 00:21:09,868 --> 00:21:11,495 You had an abortion? 219 00:21:18,844 --> 00:21:21,506 What did it feel like? What did it feel like? 220 00:21:23,215 --> 00:21:25,149 What did it feel like to have an abortion? 221 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:27,616 What did it feel like to have an abortion? 222 00:21:27,719 --> 00:21:29,710 Why would you fuckin' cut my... 223 00:22:12,864 --> 00:22:16,027 I wouldn't say that. I wouldn't say that! 224 00:22:17,903 --> 00:22:21,430 I would never say somethin' like that! 225 00:22:21,540 --> 00:22:24,100 What the fuck did you think I came down here for? 226 00:22:38,023 --> 00:22:40,787 You fuckin' bitch! 227 00:22:40,892 --> 00:22:45,056 If you were any kind of woman, you'd take a knife and cut that baby out! 228 00:22:45,163 --> 00:22:48,530 Why did you go and cut a baby out of your fuckin' guts for? 229 00:22:48,633 --> 00:22:53,798 You know what? Better yet. I'// take a knife and cut it out for you, a// right? 230 00:22:55,073 --> 00:22:58,509 Who knows what kind of fuckin'diseased dicks have been inside your cunt? 231 00:22:58,610 --> 00:22:59,804 You fuckin'... 232 00:23:03,115 --> 00:23:04,343 That ain't me. 233 00:23:04,449 --> 00:23:09,352 Yeah, I heard about a// the guys you been fuckin'. 234 00:23:09,454 --> 00:23:11,684 - Come on! - It's a// over Ho//ywood. 235 00:23:11,790 --> 00:23:15,783 - That ain't me. I was... - You fuckin'cunt. Who you fuckin'? 236 00:23:15,894 --> 00:23:19,990 Why don't you te// me who you been fuckin'? 237 00:23:20,098 --> 00:23:22,498 Because it ain't my baby. 238 00:23:22,601 --> 00:23:25,468 It ain't my baby. Who knows who you been with? 239 00:23:25,570 --> 00:23:27,663 Just talkin' to a friend, you know? We were... 240 00:23:27,773 --> 00:23:31,573 - Yeah, that's right. - We were rehearsing. 241 00:23:31,710 --> 00:23:34,679 - You know, I was playin'. - What am I ta/kin'to you for? 242 00:23:34,813 --> 00:23:37,611 What am I ta/kin'to you for? 243 00:23:37,716 --> 00:23:40,480 It's a waste of time. 244 00:23:40,585 --> 00:23:43,782 Fuck you. Fuck the baby. Fuck everything. 245 00:23:43,889 --> 00:23:47,882 I don't care if I ever see you again the rest of my /ife! Understand me? 246 00:23:47,993 --> 00:23:50,154 I don't care if I ever see you. 247 00:23:50,262 --> 00:23:52,162 And fuck you. 248 00:24:06,745 --> 00:24:06,978 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 249 00:24:06,978 --> 00:24:10,277 Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. 250 00:24:10,382 --> 00:24:13,647 There you go. Oh, yeah. 251 00:24:13,752 --> 00:24:15,652 Whoa. 252 00:24:17,122 --> 00:24:21,650 Keep it movin' in here. Keep it goin'. 253 00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:25,389 Kate? Does this thing come down? 254 00:24:25,497 --> 00:24:28,227 We have to load this from the top with her. 255 00:24:28,333 --> 00:24:31,666 She can't be pulled up on this. Is that right? 256 00:24:31,770 --> 00:24:34,671 - Right. - Okay, yeah, well, that's a problem. 257 00:24:34,773 --> 00:24:36,968 We got five cameras going in various places... 258 00:24:37,108 --> 00:24:39,542 on these big screens all around that you can see. 259 00:24:39,678 --> 00:24:43,375 We're rackin' the money in comin' in... 260 00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:45,814 gettin' the people comin' in and then we, you know... 261 00:24:45,917 --> 00:24:48,681 If they want to pay more, they can be in the film themselves. 262 00:24:48,787 --> 00:24:50,812 We have live acts goin' on all the time. 263 00:24:50,922 --> 00:24:53,914 We can run silent here, and everybody can stop talkin'. 264 00:24:54,025 --> 00:24:56,516 We can shoot a picture over here. 265 00:24:56,628 --> 00:24:58,425 - Hey, Matt. - We're makin' another movie called Nana. 266 00:24:58,530 --> 00:25:00,332 Ever see Nana, the old French film? 267 00:25:00,332 --> 00:25:02,266 - You all right? - I'm all right. 268 00:25:02,367 --> 00:25:04,631 - You seen Annie? - No, man. 269 00:25:04,736 --> 00:25:07,170 - Is this bar open? - Yeah, what do you want? 270 00:25:07,272 --> 00:25:09,968 This is a whole functioning, like, film place. 271 00:25:10,075 --> 00:25:12,270 Something cold. 272 00:25:12,410 --> 00:25:15,243 That's what we're selling. That's the theme of the place. 273 00:25:15,347 --> 00:25:17,577 We're gonna generate movies outta here. 274 00:25:17,682 --> 00:25:18,944 Something wet. 275 00:25:19,050 --> 00:25:20,984 You'd be lucky to get into the basement door. 276 00:25:21,086 --> 00:25:25,989 Keep it fluid. Don't make it too jumpy and, you know, too erratic. 277 00:25:26,091 --> 00:25:28,116 Keep it flowin'. It's lookin' good. 278 00:25:28,226 --> 00:25:31,753 - Erotic, not erratic. - Yeah, erotic, not erratic. Good. 279 00:25:33,665 --> 00:25:36,395 Could you start it from the top, please? 280 00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:42,337 I don't want this to look too much like a gong show here. 281 00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:47,639 I want this sexy and hot. I'm gettin' high-payin' high rollers in here. 282 00:25:47,779 --> 00:25:49,804 Let loose of the tits with a brain or somethin'! 283 00:25:49,948 --> 00:25:52,246 We're not even talkin'! Fuck it! Hey! 284 00:25:52,350 --> 00:25:54,250 You got the nerve to tell me about cheating on my husband... 285 00:25:54,352 --> 00:25:57,844 when you haven't taken your eyes off these fuckin' bosoms. 286 00:25:57,956 --> 00:26:01,289 Right. I chase... That's all I do all day. 287 00:26:01,393 --> 00:26:03,827 - I fuckin' chase women, right? - Touch them. Smell them. Taste them. 288 00:26:03,929 --> 00:26:05,658 - I'm fuckin' Madeline! - I know. 289 00:26:05,764 --> 00:26:08,460 - And you're fucking humiliating her... - Bullshit! 290 00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:11,001 Excuse me! Excuse me! 291 00:26:11,102 --> 00:26:15,163 We're makin' film here! This is all over the big screen here! 292 00:26:15,273 --> 00:26:19,334 Time out! Time out! I'm directing! This is my club! 293 00:26:19,477 --> 00:26:21,411 I want it quiet! 294 00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:25,875 Make this work related. Use it. Use it. 295 00:26:25,984 --> 00:26:27,918 Don't spew it all over here. 296 00:26:30,388 --> 00:26:34,449 All right. Come on over here. Move this. 297 00:26:37,629 --> 00:26:39,824 - Recognize this guy, huh? - Yeah. 298 00:26:39,931 --> 00:26:43,162 Matty, the movie star. Couldn't keep him outta the frame. 299 00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:46,635 You gonna be in the movie? 300 00:26:48,206 --> 00:26:51,232 - Yeah, I'm gonna be in this movie. - Let's ask the editor. 301 00:26:51,376 --> 00:26:53,469 You know what I mean? He's fantastic. 302 00:26:53,612 --> 00:26:55,546 I'm glad to have him on board. 303 00:26:55,647 --> 00:26:57,638 One point, 25,000 in the club. 304 00:26:57,782 --> 00:27:00,080 One point for the movie, 50,000. 305 00:27:00,185 --> 00:27:02,085 75,000, you can be on the boat. 306 00:27:02,187 --> 00:27:05,179 100,000, I'll put you in the movie. Think it over, Pete. 307 00:27:05,290 --> 00:27:08,487 I got a long list. Let me know. 308 00:27:10,929 --> 00:27:12,590 - Oh, man. - Hey. 309 00:27:14,232 --> 00:27:15,859 Where's Annie? 310 00:27:15,967 --> 00:27:18,299 How the fuck would I know? I left her with you. 311 00:27:18,403 --> 00:27:21,702 She's the star of your movie. How can you make the movie without Annie? 312 00:27:21,806 --> 00:27:25,435 I left her with you. Where is she? 313 00:27:25,577 --> 00:27:27,477 Let me ask you a question. 314 00:27:30,849 --> 00:27:33,443 You sleepin' with her? 315 00:27:35,186 --> 00:27:39,179 Which would make you feel worse? If I say yes or no? 316 00:27:42,994 --> 00:27:45,724 Are you fucking her? 317 00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:48,560 No, I'm fucking you. 318 00:27:48,667 --> 00:27:51,397 No, I'm fucking you. What do you mean, am I fuckin' her? 319 00:27:51,503 --> 00:27:54,836 Give me a fuckin' answer. Come on. 320 00:27:54,939 --> 00:27:58,033 - Did you fuck her? Come on. - Listen to me. 321 00:27:58,176 --> 00:28:00,337 - It's not a question of did l... - Did you fuck her? 322 00:28:00,478 --> 00:28:04,881 It's not a question of did I? It's, do I remember? 323 00:28:05,016 --> 00:28:08,179 But more importantly... 324 00:28:08,286 --> 00:28:10,481 do you fuckin' remember? 325 00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:14,818 Think on it. 326 00:28:14,926 --> 00:28:17,895 - Let's go for a drive. - Don't be pullin' on me. 327 00:28:17,996 --> 00:28:19,896 - Let's go for a ride. - You got wheels? 328 00:28:19,998 --> 00:28:22,228 Yeah, man, look at this. 329 00:28:23,902 --> 00:28:26,302 - I got a new one. - Okay, cool. I'll drive. 330 00:28:26,404 --> 00:28:28,031 Let's go. 331 00:28:28,139 --> 00:28:29,538 Come on. 332 00:28:38,416 --> 00:28:40,350 I wanted that fuckin'baby, man. 333 00:28:40,485 --> 00:28:43,283 That baby meant that we had something that was real... 334 00:28:43,388 --> 00:28:45,413 that we weren't just fuckin' around... 335 00:28:45,523 --> 00:28:49,653 that we were capable of creating something that was... 336 00:28:49,761 --> 00:28:53,754 Why would l... Why would l... I wouldn't do that, man. 337 00:29:00,972 --> 00:29:05,306 Annie's the one, man. I mean, you ever been married? 338 00:29:05,443 --> 00:29:07,809 Both of us. We've never been married. 339 00:29:07,912 --> 00:29:10,176 Both of our parents were married one time. 340 00:29:10,281 --> 00:29:14,012 Both of us were the only child in the whole family. 341 00:29:15,286 --> 00:29:17,413 I'm telling you, man. It's like parallel lives. 342 00:29:17,522 --> 00:29:21,982 Annie's... She's like the other half of me. Dig what I'm sayin'? 343 00:29:23,094 --> 00:29:26,393 She's gonna come back. She has to. 344 00:29:26,498 --> 00:29:29,058 Fuck. 345 00:29:29,167 --> 00:29:31,795 Do you ever think that in this world... 346 00:29:31,903 --> 00:29:36,237 there's somebody out there that's a perfect match for you? 347 00:29:37,776 --> 00:29:40,370 That's what Annie is for me, man. 348 00:29:40,512 --> 00:29:43,504 It's just bullshit. It's just bullshit, man. 349 00:29:48,987 --> 00:29:52,548 Why would I tell her that I didn't want to have the kid? 350 00:29:52,657 --> 00:29:54,557 Why would l... 351 00:29:58,296 --> 00:30:00,230 I wouldn't say that. 352 00:30:01,833 --> 00:30:05,291 You get it. I'm not gettin' up. You go get it. 353 00:30:10,208 --> 00:30:11,903 Come on! Open up! 354 00:30:12,844 --> 00:30:14,436 Who is it? 355 00:30:14,579 --> 00:30:15,978 Come on! 356 00:30:19,851 --> 00:30:22,684 - Hey! - Hi. I'm Jasmine. 357 00:30:22,787 --> 00:30:24,948 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 358 00:30:26,057 --> 00:30:28,423 Gold card, all right. 359 00:30:28,526 --> 00:30:31,017 All right. You dance? 360 00:30:31,129 --> 00:30:33,188 You got any beer? How ya doin'? 361 00:30:34,766 --> 00:30:36,734 - Dafney. - Dafney. My pleasure. 362 00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:39,395 She wouldn't dance in the club. 363 00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:41,665 That was when I first started. I remember. I never forget. 364 00:30:41,773 --> 00:30:44,264 I'm gettin' an idea here. This thing woofs. 365 00:30:44,409 --> 00:30:47,640 Some chicks have poodles. They walk their dogs. 366 00:30:47,779 --> 00:30:49,679 It's a party, all right. 367 00:30:51,182 --> 00:30:52,809 - Animal. - Director is God. 368 00:30:52,917 --> 00:30:55,750 Yeah, a director is born. 369 00:30:55,854 --> 00:31:00,188 - Put that fuckin' camera away. - I'm lookin' at you guys. 370 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:03,327 Could you start that again? I had a little boggle. 371 00:31:03,428 --> 00:31:05,328 A little boggle? 372 00:31:05,430 --> 00:31:07,330 Do you like this? 373 00:31:09,801 --> 00:31:12,133 You girls done this before? 374 00:31:14,639 --> 00:31:17,039 Oh, man. Go ahead. Keep rubbing, baby. Rub it, baby. 375 00:31:17,141 --> 00:31:19,939 All right, now make her nipples hard. Make her nipples hard. 376 00:31:20,078 --> 00:31:22,876 Look at that. I didn't know you had that. Wow. 377 00:31:25,450 --> 00:31:27,918 Experience how beautiful it is, man. 378 00:31:28,052 --> 00:31:30,850 Experience how beautiful it is. 379 00:31:30,955 --> 00:31:33,788 That's sweet. That's really sweet. 380 00:31:35,059 --> 00:31:36,890 - Isn't that beautiful? - Wow. 381 00:31:36,995 --> 00:31:38,895 Spank her. Give her a little spank. 382 00:31:38,997 --> 00:31:40,794 Give her a little spank. Come on. Yeah. 383 00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:43,367 Make it pink. Come on. Let's make it pink. 384 00:31:43,468 --> 00:31:47,302 Give it to her. Come on. Slap her. Come on. 385 00:31:47,405 --> 00:31:49,703 A little bit more. Come on. There you go. All right. 386 00:31:49,807 --> 00:31:52,776 Say something. Say, "Fuck me, baby." 387 00:31:52,877 --> 00:31:55,573 - Fuck me, baby. - Fuck me, baby. Say... 388 00:31:55,713 --> 00:31:58,113 Fuck, shit, cocksucker, motherfucker. 389 00:31:58,216 --> 00:32:00,343 I feel like I'm in a vampire movie. 390 00:32:02,186 --> 00:32:03,710 A vampire movie, eh? 391 00:32:03,821 --> 00:32:06,984 - You're pullin' my hair. - Yeah, I know that. 392 00:32:07,091 --> 00:32:09,457 Hey, wait a minute. Slow down. 393 00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:12,427 A man saying slow down. Okay. 394 00:32:14,732 --> 00:32:18,532 Let me see this. Positioning is hard. 395 00:32:20,772 --> 00:32:22,933 Arch your back. Arch your back. 396 00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:26,238 Arch your back. This way. Push up. Push up. 397 00:32:26,377 --> 00:32:28,470 There you go. Let me see that. That's incredible. 398 00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:30,513 Wait a second. 399 00:32:30,615 --> 00:32:32,310 Where's my fuckin' camera? 400 00:32:33,718 --> 00:32:35,117 Okay, l... 401 00:33:07,418 --> 00:33:09,511 Sweetheart, what's wrong? 402 00:33:13,891 --> 00:33:15,916 What's wrong? You don't want to party? 403 00:33:19,030 --> 00:33:21,931 Come on. You need to relax. Come on. 404 00:33:23,167 --> 00:33:25,067 What's wrong with you? 405 00:33:27,739 --> 00:33:29,639 Come on. I can relax you. 406 00:34:39,877 --> 00:34:42,675 What'd you stop for? 407 00:34:42,780 --> 00:34:45,146 Will you answer me, please? 408 00:34:57,495 --> 00:35:00,589 Big Foot? Big Foot or what, huh? 409 00:35:03,301 --> 00:35:04,859 That's very nice. 410 00:35:04,969 --> 00:35:09,497 You don't mind, dude, if I just get one fuckin' shot of you in those glasses. 411 00:35:14,812 --> 00:35:17,007 Am I live out there? Am I hooked up back here? 412 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:21,848 I hope to hell I'm hooked up back here! Am I hooked up back there? 413 00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:26,083 I can't get out of these French novels! These French novelists. 414 00:35:26,190 --> 00:35:28,090 These playwrights, these novels. 415 00:35:28,192 --> 00:35:30,592 All right, so, here we are. 416 00:35:30,695 --> 00:35:33,095 Get a close-up. 417 00:35:33,197 --> 00:35:34,789 - Is this camera hooked up? - Yes! 418 00:35:34,899 --> 00:35:37,265 - Am I live out there? - Yes! 419 00:35:38,169 --> 00:35:40,865 Nana's almost finished. 420 00:35:42,573 --> 00:35:44,871 Ba/cony is about to begin. 421 00:35:45,009 --> 00:35:49,343 - Fantasy one, take two. - That's real. This here is jive. 422 00:35:49,447 --> 00:35:51,244 This is symbolic jive. 423 00:35:55,153 --> 00:35:57,314 Hit it hard. Hit it loud. Go for it. 424 00:37:04,188 --> 00:37:07,123 It was a boy, Matty. 425 00:37:09,894 --> 00:37:12,021 It was a boy, Matty. 426 00:37:23,708 --> 00:37:27,041 Are you okay? Can I get you something? 427 00:37:31,482 --> 00:37:34,280 May I have a cup of coffee? 428 00:37:59,877 --> 00:38:02,072 I loved you in your last movie. 429 00:38:03,681 --> 00:38:06,081 You're one of my favorite actors. 430 00:38:07,351 --> 00:38:09,410 Is your name Annie? 431 00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:11,988 That's my name. 432 00:38:14,191 --> 00:38:18,025 I'm so nervous. I never get nervous. 433 00:38:27,872 --> 00:38:30,397 You made me have the abortion. 434 00:38:33,511 --> 00:38:36,810 You made me have the abortion. 435 00:38:42,453 --> 00:38:44,011 You made me. 436 00:38:44,121 --> 00:38:47,386 It was a boy, Matty. 437 00:38:57,068 --> 00:39:00,060 So what are you doing in Miami? 438 00:39:01,972 --> 00:39:04,839 I came here to meet you. 439 00:39:13,150 --> 00:39:15,084 Wanna get outta here? 440 00:39:16,754 --> 00:39:18,654 When do you get off? 441 00:39:21,359 --> 00:39:22,758 Now. 442 00:39:24,662 --> 00:39:26,061 Sha// we? 443 00:39:28,566 --> 00:39:29,965 Let's go. 444 00:39:50,321 --> 00:39:52,949 "I can't help it. 445 00:39:53,057 --> 00:39:54,957 It's a fixation." 446 00:40:01,866 --> 00:40:05,495 None of this is real. 447 00:40:11,942 --> 00:40:15,070 Annie! Meet the new Annie! 448 00:40:15,212 --> 00:40:17,203 - Annie? - That's my name. 449 00:40:17,348 --> 00:40:19,646 - How are you? - Good. 450 00:40:19,750 --> 00:40:21,809 You're doin' great, huh? 451 00:40:21,919 --> 00:40:24,717 Who's the /eader of the c/ub that's made for you and me 452 00:40:24,822 --> 00:40:26,722 You like to watch yourself in dailies. 453 00:40:26,824 --> 00:40:29,884 Most directors don't like their actors watchin' themselves in dailies. 454 00:40:29,994 --> 00:40:32,053 I think that's bullshit. 455 00:40:32,163 --> 00:40:35,462 You gotta see the good with the bad, right? See the good with the bad. 456 00:40:35,566 --> 00:40:38,160 Know when your acting is shit. Know when you're faking it. 457 00:40:38,269 --> 00:40:40,669 Know when you're fuckin' lyin'. 458 00:40:40,771 --> 00:40:42,739 - Want to be in pictures? - Hey. 459 00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:45,104 You want to be in pictures Come on. 460 00:40:45,242 --> 00:40:47,972 Everybody wants to be in pictures. Don't they? 461 00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:49,374 - Do they? - Sure. 462 00:40:49,480 --> 00:40:50,640 Really. Hey. 463 00:40:50,781 --> 00:40:53,045 - You want to be an actress? - I want to be an actress? 464 00:40:53,150 --> 00:40:56,415 - You want to be an actress? - Yeah. 465 00:40:56,520 --> 00:40:59,080 You're beautiful. Look at you. 466 00:40:59,190 --> 00:41:01,681 Look at you. All right, huh? 467 00:41:02,827 --> 00:41:04,988 - You're pretty. - Thank you. 468 00:41:05,095 --> 00:41:07,689 I'm sure everybody tells you that, huh? 469 00:41:07,798 --> 00:41:11,928 Huh? Yeah. Very, very pretty. Very nice. 470 00:41:14,138 --> 00:41:16,231 Oh, yeah. Got that spark. 471 00:41:16,340 --> 00:41:18,706 Hey, Matt? Matty? 472 00:41:19,844 --> 00:41:22,745 I got a terrific idea. Listen, he's wasted. 473 00:41:22,847 --> 00:41:25,145 Come with me. You wanna smoke a joint? 474 00:41:27,084 --> 00:41:30,645 - Sure. I'll smoke a joint. - Cool. Let's go. 475 00:41:39,396 --> 00:41:43,025 - Wow! This stuff is cool! - Fuckin' playground, huh? 476 00:41:43,133 --> 00:41:45,067 What kind of movies do you do? Wow. 477 00:41:45,169 --> 00:41:48,605 - Good ones. Put this on. - Put this on. 478 00:41:48,706 --> 00:41:50,697 You said you never wanted to be an actress, huh? 479 00:41:50,808 --> 00:41:52,833 - Well... - Sit down. 480 00:41:52,977 --> 00:41:55,468 - I did a play in high school. - How were ya? 481 00:41:55,613 --> 00:41:58,776 I think I was very, very good. 482 00:41:58,883 --> 00:42:02,148 - How's that? - You're gonna scare the shit outta him. 483 00:42:02,253 --> 00:42:04,153 - Fuckin' terrific. - Really? 484 00:42:04,255 --> 00:42:06,314 It's fuckin' great. 485 00:42:07,992 --> 00:42:10,893 - You look just like Annie, baby. - I am Annie. 486 00:42:10,995 --> 00:42:13,793 You're Annie 2. There's an Annie 1. 487 00:42:13,898 --> 00:42:17,390 - Annie 1? - Yeah. Anyway... 488 00:42:19,270 --> 00:42:22,137 - Do I look okay? - You look fabulous. 489 00:42:23,240 --> 00:42:25,538 You look really good. 490 00:42:25,676 --> 00:42:28,668 - Do you like him a lot? - Do I like Matty? 491 00:42:28,812 --> 00:42:30,404 - Yeah. - Yeah. 492 00:42:30,548 --> 00:42:34,382 You in love with him, huh? 493 00:42:34,485 --> 00:42:37,283 Maybe. I don't know. I just met him. 494 00:42:38,789 --> 00:42:40,814 - Okay, go wow him, baby. - He's gonna like it? 495 00:42:40,925 --> 00:42:43,655 You go wow him, okay? 496 00:42:46,463 --> 00:42:48,363 Knock him dead. 497 00:43:04,281 --> 00:43:06,715 We got another Annie in this film. You know that, huh? 498 00:43:09,119 --> 00:43:11,019 Do you like it? 499 00:43:21,665 --> 00:43:25,931 Wait now. You don't need that. You don't need that. 500 00:43:26,036 --> 00:43:28,527 It's okay. It's okay, yeah. 501 00:43:32,409 --> 00:43:35,003 Be the little waitress that you are. 502 00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:37,809 Hey. 503 00:43:37,915 --> 00:43:39,815 Why did you leave me? 504 00:43:39,917 --> 00:43:42,181 - Come on. - Hey. 505 00:43:42,286 --> 00:43:44,186 I missed you so much. 506 00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:51,193 It's okay. 507 00:43:51,295 --> 00:43:54,753 I missed you so much. Oh, baby. 508 00:43:56,934 --> 00:43:58,834 Why did you leave me? 509 00:43:58,936 --> 00:44:01,734 I'm right here. Hey. 510 00:44:07,745 --> 00:44:10,077 It's time for us to shoot the scene. 511 00:44:11,148 --> 00:44:13,048 All that shit that you got on tape and this. 512 00:44:13,150 --> 00:44:15,778 We're just gonna do it. We're gonna do it right now. 513 00:44:17,054 --> 00:44:20,148 Just hang in there. 514 00:44:20,257 --> 00:44:21,588 It's gonna be fuckin'great. 515 00:44:27,531 --> 00:44:29,522 Do you be/ieve in fate? 516 00:44:29,633 --> 00:44:32,693 When you wa/ked into that restaurant... 517 00:44:32,803 --> 00:44:35,237 I just got a// these shivers. 518 00:44:35,339 --> 00:44:37,569 My who/e body shook. 519 00:44:37,675 --> 00:44:43,113 I just knew that something rea//y big was about to happen. 520 00:44:46,684 --> 00:44:50,848 I don't know. I thought maybe I wasn't gonna be a/one anymore. 521 00:44:50,954 --> 00:44:52,615 You'// never be a/one again. 522 00:44:52,723 --> 00:44:55,851 Are you acting? 523 00:44:55,959 --> 00:44:59,156 I ain't acting. What the fuck is acting anyway? 524 00:44:59,263 --> 00:45:02,096 I don't know the difference between /ife and acting anymore. 525 00:45:02,199 --> 00:45:03,598 You know what I'm saying? 526 00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:07,364 It's a// started to b/ur together. It's just a big b/ur. 527 00:45:20,884 --> 00:45:23,284 Listen to me. 528 00:45:24,588 --> 00:45:28,080 You want to marry me because I was sti// pregnant? 529 00:45:31,829 --> 00:45:35,356 I don't want my baby to have a father who is a junkie. 530 00:45:37,601 --> 00:45:40,502 All right. Hey. Hey. 531 00:45:43,073 --> 00:45:45,234 You're in the movie, right? 532 00:45:45,375 --> 00:45:48,708 I don't want to waste a lot of film, if you're not in the movie. 533 00:45:48,812 --> 00:45:51,645 This is really important to me. You gonna be in it or not? 534 00:45:52,783 --> 00:45:53,681 Oh, man. 535 00:45:53,784 --> 00:45:56,810 - What? - Where's Annie? 536 00:45:56,920 --> 00:46:00,822 We're gonna find her. We're gonna find her for you. 537 00:46:01,492 --> 00:46:04,325 There she is. She's right there. She's right there. 538 00:46:04,428 --> 00:46:06,623 Hey. It's okay. 539 00:46:07,831 --> 00:46:09,560 You didn't have an abortion, right? 540 00:46:09,666 --> 00:46:11,463 I can do whatever I want. 541 00:46:26,483 --> 00:46:29,247 My name is Matty. 542 00:46:29,353 --> 00:46:33,221 I'm an a/coho/ic and drug addict. 543 00:46:35,292 --> 00:46:37,624 It's been the longest year of my life. 544 00:46:47,004 --> 00:46:51,600 The wonderful thing about being an actor is you get a script. 545 00:46:51,708 --> 00:46:54,677 You know what it is you're supposed to say. 546 00:46:56,680 --> 00:47:00,172 It's kind of hard for me to tell you my story... 547 00:47:00,317 --> 00:47:03,013 because I don't know where it began. 548 00:47:04,755 --> 00:47:09,055 I suppose it started when I was 15 years old... 549 00:47:10,160 --> 00:47:12,492 with my grandmother. 550 00:47:12,596 --> 00:47:17,397 She used to keep a big bottle of vodka in her closet, and I'd... 551 00:47:18,869 --> 00:47:21,667 I'd sneak in there and watch her drink it... 552 00:47:21,772 --> 00:47:25,037 and wonder what her fascination with that bottle was. 553 00:47:26,510 --> 00:47:29,138 There's /ots of opportunities to... 554 00:47:29,279 --> 00:47:31,304 - Thanks. - Use... 555 00:47:33,483 --> 00:47:38,284 forbidden i//ega/ substances on motion picture movie sets. 556 00:47:40,357 --> 00:47:44,123 Because of their avai/abi/ity and... 557 00:47:46,330 --> 00:47:49,299 acceptance that it was sort of... 558 00:47:49,399 --> 00:47:53,062 something that was okay to do, I started to do that myse/f. 559 00:47:54,705 --> 00:47:58,004 I didn't think I ever recognized it as a prob/em... 560 00:48:01,445 --> 00:48:04,471 unti/ I started finding it hard to /ook at myse/f in the mirror... 561 00:48:06,750 --> 00:48:09,218 'cause I didn't know who I was /ookin'at anymore. 562 00:48:14,157 --> 00:48:16,352 So how'd it go? 563 00:48:20,597 --> 00:48:22,497 Where's the water? 564 00:48:25,669 --> 00:48:27,899 I'll go back out. I'll go get it. 565 00:48:29,339 --> 00:48:31,739 - Let me go back. - You only bought stuff for yourself. 566 00:48:31,842 --> 00:48:33,810 Well, I forgot. I'm sorry. 567 00:48:33,944 --> 00:48:35,878 I'll go back out and get it now. 568 00:48:35,946 --> 00:48:38,380 All right. Stay here first. 569 00:48:42,386 --> 00:48:44,786 Get the coin or not? 570 00:48:45,956 --> 00:48:48,049 - You did? - They tell you everything? 571 00:48:48,158 --> 00:48:49,785 No, not everything. 572 00:48:49,893 --> 00:48:51,793 How do you know that I got a coin? 573 00:48:51,895 --> 00:48:53,692 Well, it's one year, right? 574 00:48:55,232 --> 00:48:56,290 Here you go. 575 00:48:56,400 --> 00:48:57,765 - That's it? - Yeah. 576 00:48:57,868 --> 00:49:01,133 - My Olympic medal. - That's one year sober. 577 00:49:01,238 --> 00:49:02,762 Like this. 578 00:49:02,873 --> 00:49:04,841 - It's real, right? - Yeah. 579 00:49:04,942 --> 00:49:07,672 - That's really cool. - "To thine own self be true." 580 00:49:09,479 --> 00:49:12,346 So, you proud of yourself? 581 00:49:15,886 --> 00:49:18,582 - Yeah, I'm proud, yeah. - Yeah. 582 00:49:18,689 --> 00:49:23,058 So, you gonna be good when I'm gone? 583 00:49:23,160 --> 00:49:24,957 Where you goin'? 584 00:49:25,062 --> 00:49:29,692 You know, I gotta go on this trip tomorrow for three days. 585 00:49:30,801 --> 00:49:32,564 You gonna be good? 586 00:49:32,669 --> 00:49:34,068 Three days? 587 00:49:39,443 --> 00:49:41,377 Of course, I'll be good. 588 00:49:41,478 --> 00:49:43,742 - Promise? - I promise. 589 00:50:21,551 --> 00:50:23,746 Did you ever think about seein' a psychiatrist? 590 00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,822 Maybe after I'm through with your therapy. 591 00:50:25,922 --> 00:50:28,220 You got an office down here in a bunker. 592 00:50:28,325 --> 00:50:32,261 I think I could find Hitler hidin' around here someplace. 593 00:50:37,434 --> 00:50:39,629 Have you ever declared your love to her? 594 00:50:39,736 --> 00:50:44,196 Yeah. It's funny that I should send her letters and try to... 595 00:50:44,307 --> 00:50:46,275 I've tried to let her off the hook... 596 00:50:46,410 --> 00:50:51,438 so that she doesn't have to feel responsible for the things she did. 597 00:50:51,581 --> 00:50:57,213 We can get on with our life, but she... 598 00:51:03,693 --> 00:51:05,820 How old is your mother? 599 00:51:05,929 --> 00:51:08,557 She doesn't write me back. She doesn't call me. 600 00:51:08,665 --> 00:51:12,123 She doesn't... She's not willing to... 601 00:51:13,370 --> 00:51:15,600 So, she's like Annie? 602 00:51:17,174 --> 00:51:19,165 Now that you mention it, she is a bit like her. 603 00:51:19,309 --> 00:51:21,641 - How old is your mom? - Sixty-four. 604 00:51:21,745 --> 00:51:24,111 Have you had thoughts about the day when she would die? 605 00:51:24,214 --> 00:51:26,114 Absolutely. 606 00:51:26,216 --> 00:51:28,343 How do you feel about that? 607 00:51:28,452 --> 00:51:32,684 I feel like it would be a relief... 608 00:51:32,789 --> 00:51:35,622 that she'd finally be off the hook. 609 00:51:36,960 --> 00:51:39,190 What was different about your relationship with Annie... 610 00:51:39,296 --> 00:51:41,958 than your relationship with Susan? 611 00:51:42,065 --> 00:51:44,761 Susan doesn't get high. Susan doesn't drink. 612 00:51:44,868 --> 00:51:47,837 Susan doesn't... Susan doesn't... 613 00:51:51,541 --> 00:51:53,839 She's like a health food store. 614 00:51:54,978 --> 00:51:56,707 She's like a health food store. 615 00:51:56,847 --> 00:51:58,747 So what do you think about that? 616 00:52:00,217 --> 00:52:02,208 It's healthy. 617 00:52:02,352 --> 00:52:04,343 So you don't think very much of it? 618 00:52:05,555 --> 00:52:07,455 You dismiss her? 619 00:52:07,557 --> 00:52:10,151 I don't dismiss her. I appreciate her. 620 00:52:10,260 --> 00:52:12,524 But you're sarcastic when you refer to her. 621 00:52:12,629 --> 00:52:14,028 Yeah. 622 00:52:14,131 --> 00:52:17,623 So there's a part of you that wants to bury Annie once and for all? 623 00:52:17,734 --> 00:52:18,962 Yeah. 624 00:52:19,069 --> 00:52:21,128 How do you want to do that? 625 00:52:22,339 --> 00:52:25,433 I want her to say good-bye. I want her to... 626 00:52:25,575 --> 00:52:30,672 I want her to cut that cord. 627 00:52:30,814 --> 00:52:33,044 I want her to cut that umbilical cord. 628 00:52:33,150 --> 00:52:35,812 So she's got to do it, not you? 629 00:52:35,919 --> 00:52:38,581 - You're the passive one here. - Well, yeah. 630 00:52:38,688 --> 00:52:39,985 - What? - Yeah. 631 00:52:40,090 --> 00:52:42,354 Do you consider yourself a passive person? 632 00:52:42,459 --> 00:52:45,223 A baby doesn't cut his own cord, does he? 633 00:52:45,328 --> 00:52:47,762 You're the helpless baby? 634 00:52:47,864 --> 00:52:49,764 - Yeah, I guess so. - Yeah? 635 00:52:49,866 --> 00:52:52,426 So you don't want to take charge of your life? 636 00:52:52,536 --> 00:52:54,094 - I can't... - I can't? 637 00:52:54,204 --> 00:52:56,604 I don't have the tools to cut the cord. 638 00:52:56,706 --> 00:52:58,367 Annie has the tools? 639 00:54:42,345 --> 00:54:43,744 What is it? 640 00:54:48,818 --> 00:54:50,217 What is it? 641 00:55:02,532 --> 00:55:04,500 Honey, what is it? 642 00:55:26,423 --> 00:55:30,519 When I was a little girl, I also had bad dreams. 643 00:55:31,928 --> 00:55:34,624 My grandmother took me to church. 644 00:55:34,731 --> 00:55:38,132 It was really scary, because it was really dark... 645 00:55:38,234 --> 00:55:41,692 and there was a priest with a long beard. 646 00:55:41,805 --> 00:55:44,103 He really scared me. 647 00:55:44,207 --> 00:55:48,109 And he put his big, black robe around me, you know. 648 00:55:50,013 --> 00:55:54,450 And he read the Bible to me, and all my bad dreams went away. 649 00:55:55,752 --> 00:55:58,585 You think I should go to see a priest? 650 00:56:00,724 --> 00:56:03,557 Well, you could tell me. Maybe it'll help. 651 00:56:31,621 --> 00:56:33,020 Tell me. 652 00:56:43,533 --> 00:56:46,502 Tell me. You can tell me. 653 00:56:46,603 --> 00:56:48,503 Yes, you can. 654 00:56:51,975 --> 00:56:54,239 Please, Matty. Tell me. 655 00:56:59,783 --> 00:57:01,182 Come on. 656 00:57:33,550 --> 00:57:36,519 Why did you come? Why are you here? 657 00:57:42,692 --> 00:57:44,717 'Cause I'm having bad dreams. 658 00:57:47,363 --> 00:57:49,263 What are those dreams /ike? 659 00:57:50,967 --> 00:57:54,459 They're dreams of death. 660 00:57:54,571 --> 00:57:56,801 Dreams of... 661 00:57:56,906 --> 00:57:59,033 Very violent dreams. 662 00:57:59,142 --> 00:58:02,873 When you say violent, in what way are they violent? 663 00:58:05,949 --> 00:58:09,350 I say and do things in the dreams... 664 00:58:13,122 --> 00:58:17,024 that I know I wouldn't do, that I know I'm not capable of doing. 665 00:58:18,161 --> 00:58:21,597 But they're so real and so vivid that... 666 00:58:23,233 --> 00:58:27,363 they feel as though I've actually done them. 667 00:58:27,470 --> 00:58:30,200 Can you give me an example of a dream like that? 668 00:58:31,441 --> 00:58:34,376 What's the last dream you've had that was upsetting? 669 00:58:38,715 --> 00:58:41,479 That Annie was pregnant... 670 00:58:41,584 --> 00:58:42,983 and l... 671 00:58:48,057 --> 00:58:50,651 that I... 672 00:58:50,760 --> 00:58:53,661 took my hands and... 673 00:58:56,833 --> 00:58:58,733 choked her to death. 674 00:59:00,370 --> 00:59:02,861 So, in your mind you're a murderer. 675 00:59:02,972 --> 00:59:05,463 Not in my mind. In my nightmares. 676 00:59:05,575 --> 00:59:06,974 In your nightmares. 677 00:59:08,211 --> 00:59:12,113 If I could just speak to her... If you could get her to call here... 678 00:59:12,215 --> 00:59:14,775 - She doesn't want to speak to you. - Why? 679 00:59:14,884 --> 00:59:19,787 I don't know, but it's obvious. So she's out of your life. 680 00:59:19,889 --> 00:59:21,982 But you're hanging onto this painful thought. 681 00:59:22,091 --> 00:59:24,992 Not only are you missing her and feeling the pain of that... 682 00:59:25,094 --> 00:59:26,994 but you're going yourself one better... 683 00:59:27,096 --> 00:59:29,496 you're telling yourself that you killed her. 684 00:59:30,967 --> 00:59:33,527 Maybe that's what I want to do. 685 00:59:33,636 --> 00:59:35,536 That's a nice intellectualization. 686 00:59:35,638 --> 00:59:37,799 That way I could get her out of my life. 687 00:59:37,907 --> 00:59:41,741 If I could just kill the bitch, then she'd be gone. 688 00:59:41,878 --> 00:59:43,903 You already think you did. 689 00:59:44,047 --> 00:59:45,947 Where are you gonna find Annie? 690 00:59:48,384 --> 00:59:49,783 Miami. 691 00:59:49,886 --> 00:59:51,786 Is that a question or an answer? 692 00:59:51,888 --> 00:59:54,789 Miami is an answer. Maybe she's still down there. 693 00:59:54,891 --> 00:59:57,155 What prevents you from going to Miami? 694 00:59:57,260 --> 00:59:58,659 Nothing. 695 01:00:00,830 --> 01:00:01,030 What do you mean, 90 percent of my work is seen on television? 696 01:00:01,030 --> 01:00:03,726 What do you mean, 90 percent of my work is seen on television? 697 01:00:03,833 --> 01:00:08,668 Yeah, after it comes out on video and the ABC, NBC, CBS bullshit. 698 01:00:08,771 --> 01:00:12,138 I'm flattered that he came to me first, but I don't give a shit. 699 01:00:12,241 --> 01:00:14,573 When was the last time one of his movies made any money? 700 01:00:14,711 --> 01:00:18,169 And now you're trying to push me into a TV series so I don't have a career. 701 01:00:18,314 --> 01:00:21,010 Look at the people I've worked with. Have I ever cared about money? 702 01:00:21,117 --> 01:00:25,315 Why would I start being interested in money at this point in my life? 703 01:00:25,421 --> 01:00:27,480 Seventy-five grand a week? 704 01:00:27,590 --> 01:00:29,285 Just a minute. What? 705 01:00:29,392 --> 01:00:31,155 Did he say 75,000? 706 01:00:31,260 --> 01:00:33,455 He said $75,000 a week. 707 01:00:33,563 --> 01:00:35,463 Wow, that's a lot of money. 708 01:00:36,332 --> 01:00:39,665 Susan thinks that $75,000 a week is a lot of money. 709 01:00:39,769 --> 01:00:42,761 Well, $75,000 is a lot of money... 710 01:00:42,872 --> 01:00:46,000 if I wanted to be a television actor. 711 01:00:47,210 --> 01:00:48,609 Yeah, thank you. 712 01:00:48,711 --> 01:00:51,839 - Tell him that. Schmuck. - What did he say? 713 01:00:51,981 --> 01:00:53,881 What did he say, Matty? 714 01:00:54,984 --> 01:00:57,714 It's not really any of your business. 715 01:00:57,820 --> 01:00:59,720 It's, just, you know... 716 01:00:59,822 --> 01:01:01,722 What do you mean? 717 01:01:03,693 --> 01:01:07,493 - It's none of my business? - How much did this painting cost? 718 01:01:07,597 --> 01:01:09,792 - Why? - Let's talk about this, not that. 719 01:01:09,899 --> 01:01:13,266 Because this is your business, and that is my business. 720 01:01:13,369 --> 01:01:15,269 And you're talking about my business? 721 01:01:15,371 --> 01:01:18,067 What is this, a basin people used to wash their faces in? 722 01:01:18,174 --> 01:01:21,735 - I mean, who cares? - Great. Yeah. Thanks. 723 01:01:24,447 --> 01:01:26,347 Come on. What did he say? 724 01:01:29,152 --> 01:01:31,620 He said to mind your own fucking business. 725 01:01:31,721 --> 01:01:35,851 - You have to go back to work sometime. - I know I have to go back to work! 726 01:01:35,958 --> 01:01:38,756 I know that. I know that. 727 01:01:38,861 --> 01:01:43,264 You don't think that I know that I have to go back to work sometime? 728 01:01:47,470 --> 01:01:49,370 - Let's go. - Don't be like this. 729 01:01:49,472 --> 01:01:52,635 Like what? Stop treating me like you're some prison warden. 730 01:01:52,742 --> 01:01:55,370 I don't want to leave it like this. 731 01:01:55,511 --> 01:01:58,446 I can take care of myself for three days while you're gone. 732 01:02:14,831 --> 01:02:17,732 You'll miss the plane. You said it yourself. 733 01:02:20,403 --> 01:02:24,066 Come on. You said 20 minutes. You're gonna make her late. 734 01:02:24,173 --> 01:02:26,573 Fuckin' dick-head. 735 01:02:26,709 --> 01:02:29,371 Wait a minute. Fuckin' son of a bitch. 736 01:02:29,512 --> 01:02:31,412 Wait a minute. Susan. 737 01:02:38,054 --> 01:02:39,453 Bye. 738 01:03:22,732 --> 01:03:24,632 This is fuckin' cool. 739 01:03:30,740 --> 01:03:33,208 Go for it, baby. Go for it. 740 01:03:33,342 --> 01:03:36,505 You know what'd really be cool? If you guys had some fans. 741 01:03:36,646 --> 01:03:39,547 If you had some fans, you could fan me. 742 01:03:42,251 --> 01:03:45,084 Oh, shit. Oh, man. 743 01:03:54,130 --> 01:03:56,928 What the fuck are you doing here? 744 01:03:57,033 --> 01:04:00,935 - You look great, man. You okay? - Yeah, I feel great. 745 01:04:01,037 --> 01:04:02,937 What are you backpedaling for? 746 01:04:03,039 --> 01:04:06,475 I need to talk to you. I don't want to talk in front of those... 747 01:04:10,646 --> 01:04:12,273 I gotta see Annie. 748 01:04:12,415 --> 01:04:15,976 No, you don't have to see Annie. Annie's living in Mexico City, man. 749 01:04:16,085 --> 01:04:18,986 She's got an old man. She's been there a year. She's doing fine. 750 01:04:19,088 --> 01:04:24,048 Just go back to New York. You don't want to be looking for trouble down here. 751 01:04:24,160 --> 01:04:25,559 Just go home. 752 01:04:29,966 --> 01:04:32,867 I gotta see Annie. I gotta make my peace. 753 01:04:32,969 --> 01:04:34,869 Just let it go, man. 754 01:04:34,971 --> 01:04:37,872 I gotta see her. I gotta talk to her. 755 01:04:37,974 --> 01:04:40,738 That chick was kickin' the shit out of you, brother. 756 01:04:40,877 --> 01:04:44,745 I gotta make my amends. I can't get on with my life until I seal this thing up. 757 01:04:44,847 --> 01:04:48,010 Oh, you fuckin' AA people and your fuckin' amends. 758 01:04:48,117 --> 01:04:52,076 - Just let the fuckin' thing go. - No, I'm not gonna let it go! 759 01:04:52,188 --> 01:04:55,749 Don't give me that AA shit. You don't know what I've been through. 760 01:04:55,858 --> 01:04:58,827 I've been crying for two years. 761 01:04:58,928 --> 01:05:01,488 My gut's coming out of my stomach. 762 01:05:03,432 --> 01:05:07,095 We were together for five years, and she just walked out of my life. 763 01:05:08,537 --> 01:05:12,701 I'll make some calls. I'm not promising you nothin'. 764 01:05:12,842 --> 01:05:14,742 - Please, Mick. - All right, all right. 765 01:05:14,844 --> 01:05:16,209 I'll make some calls. 766 01:05:16,312 --> 01:05:18,405 Take it easy down here. 767 01:05:18,547 --> 01:05:20,447 You're looking great. 768 01:05:24,353 --> 01:05:26,719 You look good straight, man. 769 01:05:36,098 --> 01:05:37,690 That's fuckin' really nice. 770 01:06:00,122 --> 01:06:02,147 You want something? 771 01:06:07,997 --> 01:06:10,397 I to/d you about Mickey, right? 772 01:06:11,968 --> 01:06:14,994 The moment of awe. The moment of awe. 773 01:07:55,638 --> 01:07:57,037 Yeah, baby. 774 01:08:45,354 --> 01:08:47,322 She comes up to me... 775 01:08:47,423 --> 01:08:48,822 and she... 776 01:08:50,326 --> 01:08:52,294 she knocks on the door... 777 01:08:52,394 --> 01:08:54,055 and he's there. 778 01:08:54,163 --> 01:08:57,189 You want to marry me because I was sti// pregnant? 779 01:08:57,299 --> 01:08:59,199 Listen to me. 780 01:09:00,870 --> 01:09:03,168 Wou/d you /ike to come in? 781 01:09:08,811 --> 01:09:10,836 Wou/d you /ike to have a drink... 782 01:09:10,980 --> 01:09:14,746 or wou/d you just /ike to give me a b/ow job right now? 783 01:09:14,850 --> 01:09:18,251 Did you want to marry me because I was sti// pregnant? 784 01:09:26,095 --> 01:09:27,995 Did you have an abortion? 785 01:09:29,665 --> 01:09:30,927 Did you? 786 01:09:31,033 --> 01:09:34,332 I don't want my baby to have a father who is a junkie. 787 01:09:34,436 --> 01:09:36,904 You understand that? 788 01:09:37,006 --> 01:09:38,906 Who's the junkie? 789 01:09:39,008 --> 01:09:40,942 Who you ta/king about? 790 01:09:43,946 --> 01:09:46,073 - You to/d me... - Did you have an abortion? 791 01:09:47,216 --> 01:09:48,444 Yes. 792 01:09:48,551 --> 01:09:51,452 You to/d me to have an abortion. It's yours! 793 01:10:02,097 --> 01:10:05,260 What did it fee//ike? Huh? What did it fee//ike? 794 01:10:06,502 --> 01:10:10,871 What did it fee//ike to have an abortion? 795 01:10:10,973 --> 01:10:13,373 Why wou/d you fuckin'cut my... 796 01:11:20,643 --> 01:11:22,543 That's it. 797 01:11:22,645 --> 01:11:24,306 That's it. 798 01:11:24,446 --> 01:11:27,006 Go for it, Matty. Oh, yeah. 799 01:11:27,149 --> 01:11:28,810 Go for it. 800 01:11:28,917 --> 01:11:31,181 That's pure, man. 801 01:11:31,287 --> 01:11:32,686 That's pure. 802 01:12:02,451 --> 01:12:05,318 Hello, Rene, it's Matty. 803 01:12:05,421 --> 01:12:08,982 Hey, listen, I'm sorry to be calling you so late... 804 01:12:09,091 --> 01:12:11,992 but did Annie... did Annie go home to see... 805 01:12:12,094 --> 01:12:13,254 Did Annie go home? 806 01:12:13,362 --> 01:12:17,856 Did she return to France? 807 01:12:17,966 --> 01:12:19,866 Did she go home? 808 01:12:22,037 --> 01:12:23,436 No, no, I don't. 809 01:12:23,539 --> 01:12:27,373 You see, I don't know where she is. That's why I'm calling you. 810 01:12:27,509 --> 01:12:30,410 I was hoping maybe you could tell me where she was. 811 01:12:34,216 --> 01:12:36,616 No, no, it's Matt. How you doing, baby? 812 01:12:36,752 --> 01:12:39,380 Listen, I need to ta/k to Annie. 813 01:12:39,488 --> 01:12:41,718 You haven't seen her, have you? 814 01:12:41,824 --> 01:12:46,887 I've been ca//ing a// over the p/ace, and I thought you wou/d know. 815 01:12:46,995 --> 01:12:48,223 What? 816 01:12:51,800 --> 01:12:54,200 Forget the "l-got-a- /ot-of-nerve"shit. Where is she? 817 01:12:54,303 --> 01:12:57,932 Fuck you, man! You know who this is. You shot the pictures for Premiere. 818 01:12:58,040 --> 01:13:02,477 You were the /ast person to see her. Now, where the fuck is she? Huh? 819 01:13:02,611 --> 01:13:05,739 No, fuck you, you fucking cocksucker! 820 01:13:05,881 --> 01:13:10,944 Te// me where she is, or I'm gonna come over there and put my fist up your ass! 821 01:13:29,972 --> 01:13:31,405 Where are you? 822 01:13:31,507 --> 01:13:33,634 Hi, baby... Ow. 823 01:13:33,776 --> 01:13:37,610 What do you mean, "Hi, baby"? Where the he// are you? 824 01:13:39,148 --> 01:13:41,082 Matty, where are you? 825 01:13:41,216 --> 01:13:44,515 I come home, and there's nobody here, not even a note. 826 01:13:44,620 --> 01:13:46,417 Where are you? 827 01:13:46,522 --> 01:13:48,183 I am in Miami. 828 01:13:48,290 --> 01:13:52,021 In Miami? In Miami. Have you been drinking? 829 01:13:53,729 --> 01:13:55,629 Have you been drinking? 830 01:13:56,732 --> 01:13:58,791 You've been drinking. Oh, okay. 831 01:14:02,004 --> 01:14:05,201 Don't /ie to me. Come on. Don't do this to me. 832 01:14:05,307 --> 01:14:06,899 I'm not lying. 833 01:14:07,042 --> 01:14:09,636 Oh, God, you're so fucking drunk. 834 01:14:09,778 --> 01:14:11,678 You're so fucking drunk. 835 01:14:12,681 --> 01:14:15,081 Why'd you do that? Why? 836 01:14:17,352 --> 01:14:19,547 I'm pregnant. 837 01:14:19,655 --> 01:14:22,089 What do you say to that? 838 01:14:22,191 --> 01:14:24,091 I'm gonna come down. Okay? 839 01:14:24,193 --> 01:14:26,525 No, I'm gonna come home tonight. I'// be home. 840 01:14:26,628 --> 01:14:28,255 The guy, the concierge... 841 01:14:28,363 --> 01:14:31,924 he's making the reservations, so there's no reason for you to come down. 842 01:14:32,034 --> 01:14:34,730 Which p/ane are you taking? 843 01:14:34,837 --> 01:14:38,170 I don't know. The guy is making the reservations. 844 01:14:39,608 --> 01:14:40,836 Do you promise? 845 01:14:40,976 --> 01:14:42,910 I promise. I promise. 846 01:14:43,011 --> 01:14:44,478 Just... 847 01:14:44,613 --> 01:14:46,911 Just be cool. Just stay there. 848 01:14:47,015 --> 01:14:48,915 I miss you so much. 849 01:14:50,152 --> 01:14:52,552 - I /ove you. - I love you too. 850 01:14:54,323 --> 01:14:55,722 I really do. 851 01:16:51,473 --> 01:16:53,668 How are you? Close the door. 852 01:16:53,809 --> 01:16:56,835 How the fuck are you? Fuckin' nut. 853 01:16:56,979 --> 01:16:59,914 How you doin'? When you gonna meet me later? 854 01:17:00,048 --> 01:17:02,448 I gotta get goin'. People are beeping me all night. 855 01:17:02,551 --> 01:17:05,987 - What do you got? - What do I always got? 856 01:17:06,088 --> 01:17:08,113 - You all right? - Yeah, man. 857 01:17:10,492 --> 01:17:14,895 - This ain't talcum powder, is it? - It's all rocks. Give me the money. 858 01:17:14,997 --> 01:17:16,487 You don't trust me? 859 01:17:16,598 --> 01:17:18,657 Hey, I saw that movie you were in. 860 01:17:18,767 --> 01:17:21,759 You played a cop and you fuckin' killed all the coke addicts. 861 01:17:21,870 --> 01:17:24,896 - I couldn't fuckin' believe it. - You want a drink? 862 01:17:25,007 --> 01:17:28,670 No, I don't drink. I want you to show me how you killed all those fuckin' guys. 863 01:17:29,811 --> 01:17:33,212 - I be/ieve that's where she's at. - How wou/d she have died? 864 01:17:33,315 --> 01:17:35,943 - That's one of my nightmares. - What is the nightmare? 865 01:17:36,051 --> 01:17:37,484 That I'm responsib/e. 866 01:17:37,586 --> 01:17:40,350 In what way are you responsib/e in the dream? 867 01:17:40,455 --> 01:17:43,356 That I took my hands and... 868 01:17:45,093 --> 01:17:46,321 choked her. 869 01:17:46,428 --> 01:17:48,589 I'll see you later. Okay? 870 01:17:48,697 --> 01:17:50,597 - You all right? - Yeah. Thanks. 871 01:18:09,117 --> 01:18:10,015 That's it. 872 01:18:12,654 --> 01:18:14,815 Oh, yeah. Yeah. 873 01:18:15,891 --> 01:18:19,054 That's it. Wow. That's pure, man. 874 01:18:20,095 --> 01:18:21,494 That's pure. 875 01:18:47,022 --> 01:18:48,922 He's looking for me? 876 01:18:51,960 --> 01:18:53,860 He's fuckin' pathetic, man. 877 01:18:57,799 --> 01:18:59,198 She's here. 878 01:19:00,435 --> 01:19:03,336 I got her from Acapulco, man. She's here. 879 01:19:09,611 --> 01:19:11,044 You're alive. 880 01:19:26,695 --> 01:19:28,595 I missed you so much. 881 01:19:43,879 --> 01:19:45,779 Where you been, baby? 882 01:19:47,816 --> 01:19:49,716 Ayear and a half and... 883 01:19:51,853 --> 01:19:53,753 you never even called me. 884 01:19:57,192 --> 01:19:59,592 Don't you care about me, baby? 885 01:20:02,497 --> 01:20:04,897 You look like a piece of shit. 886 01:20:08,003 --> 01:20:11,905 I believed so much you stopped drinking. 887 01:20:12,007 --> 01:20:13,907 I'm not drinking. I just... 888 01:20:14,009 --> 01:20:15,476 Oh, I see. 889 01:20:15,610 --> 01:20:17,510 I'm not drinking. This was... 890 01:20:19,281 --> 01:20:20,509 Tell her, Mickey. 891 01:20:20,615 --> 01:20:23,516 Tell her. I was straight, man. 892 01:20:23,618 --> 01:20:26,143 I was straight, man! 893 01:20:26,254 --> 01:20:29,485 The whole time I was gone, I wasn't drinking! 894 01:20:29,591 --> 01:20:33,823 I was missing you, and you fucking wouldn't come to me! 895 01:20:41,203 --> 01:20:43,171 I'll lose my time in Acapulco. 896 01:20:43,271 --> 01:20:46,172 Say something, man! Say something! 897 01:20:46,274 --> 01:20:48,265 Hey, man, we're getting out of here. 898 01:20:48,410 --> 01:20:50,844 I'm taking her to the airport. Do whatever you want. 899 01:20:50,979 --> 01:20:55,848 - I don't want to lose my time. - She's back. Back to Acapulco. 900 01:22:34,316 --> 01:22:38,150 I just /ie down and I can /ook up and see a// the stars. 901 01:22:40,422 --> 01:22:41,855 The roof opens? 902 01:22:41,957 --> 01:22:44,858 We//, you know, /ike a sunroof. 903 01:22:44,960 --> 01:22:49,863 But it doesn't c/ose, so when it rains it's kinda shitty. You know? 904 01:22:49,965 --> 01:22:51,364 Where is it? 905 01:22:53,134 --> 01:22:54,465 Sorry! 906 01:22:54,602 --> 01:22:56,160 Are you okay? 907 01:22:56,271 --> 01:22:57,761 Do I have goals? 908 01:22:57,872 --> 01:22:59,840 Do you? 909 01:22:59,941 --> 01:23:01,340 Right. 910 01:23:37,412 --> 01:23:38,811 You want a kiss? 911 01:23:39,981 --> 01:23:41,881 - Oh, you're beautiful. - Thank you. 912 01:23:41,983 --> 01:23:44,713 I'm sure everybody tells you that. 913 01:23:44,819 --> 01:23:46,878 Ooh, yeah. Got that spark. 914 01:23:46,988 --> 01:23:49,218 - You wanna smoke a joint? - Sure. 915 01:23:49,324 --> 01:23:52,122 Cool. Let's go. Right out that way. 916 01:23:52,227 --> 01:23:53,819 Where are we going? 917 01:23:53,928 --> 01:23:57,125 How about candle wax? You ever had candle wax dripped on you? 918 01:23:57,232 --> 01:24:01,464 That's pretty fuckin' harmless. I never heard of anyone dying from that. 919 01:24:01,569 --> 01:24:04,367 - How's that? - You'll scare the shit out of him. 920 01:24:04,472 --> 01:24:06,201 - Fuckin' terrific. - Really? 921 01:24:06,307 --> 01:24:08,400 It's fuckin' great. 922 01:24:08,543 --> 01:24:11,671 Annie. You look just like Annie, baby. 923 01:24:11,813 --> 01:24:13,212 I am Annie. 924 01:24:13,314 --> 01:24:16,545 No, no, you're Annie 2. There's an Annie 1. 925 01:24:16,651 --> 01:24:17,982 - Annie 1? - Yeah. 926 01:24:18,086 --> 01:24:20,646 Do your lips like that. 927 01:24:20,755 --> 01:24:23,121 - No, not like that. - Excuse me. 928 01:24:23,224 --> 01:24:25,715 Lick your lips casually. Just casually. 929 01:24:25,827 --> 01:24:28,887 Look at my crotch and lick your lips. Come on! 930 01:24:28,997 --> 01:24:31,727 You can do that. I'm not touching you. Do it. 931 01:24:32,834 --> 01:24:35,735 Let's wa/k and ta/k. Let's go b/ow his mind. 932 01:24:35,837 --> 01:24:38,203 - You ready? - Okay, shou/d I /eave this... 933 01:24:38,306 --> 01:24:41,104 Do you /ike him a /ot? Huh? 934 01:24:41,242 --> 01:24:44,143 Maybe. I don't know. I just met him. 935 01:24:45,613 --> 01:24:48,741 Okay, go wow him, baby. You go wow him. 936 01:24:53,288 --> 01:24:55,188 Knock him dead. 937 01:25:14,809 --> 01:25:16,208 Do you /ike it? 938 01:25:19,781 --> 01:25:22,978 Wait a second, baby. You don't need that. 939 01:25:23,084 --> 01:25:25,109 It's okay, it's okay. Yeah. 940 01:25:26,254 --> 01:25:28,347 Go ahead. 941 01:25:28,456 --> 01:25:31,357 Be the /itt/e waitress that you are, baby. 942 01:25:35,830 --> 01:25:38,230 Why did you /eave me? 943 01:25:38,333 --> 01:25:41,234 - I was just in the next room. - Why did you go? 944 01:25:42,570 --> 01:25:43,969 I'm right here. 945 01:26:01,356 --> 01:26:04,257 Hey. Hey, hey. What's going on? 946 01:26:12,901 --> 01:26:14,300 Te// her, man. 947 01:26:16,738 --> 01:26:18,797 You didn't have an abortion, right? 948 01:26:18,907 --> 01:26:20,499 It's not impor... 949 01:26:20,608 --> 01:26:23,543 Is this acting? What are you doing? Matty. 950 01:26:25,580 --> 01:26:28,048 Just go with it, baby. Just go with it. 951 01:26:29,184 --> 01:26:30,811 Te// her. 952 01:26:30,919 --> 01:26:32,318 Te// her, Matty. 953 01:26:34,455 --> 01:26:36,616 - Where's the baby? - You're hurting me. 954 01:26:36,724 --> 01:26:39,090 Where's the baby? 955 01:26:39,194 --> 01:26:41,424 Stop it! He/p! 956 01:26:41,529 --> 01:26:43,690 - I'm choking, Matty. - Te// me. 957 01:26:44,799 --> 01:26:46,357 Te// me! 958 01:28:04,045 --> 01:28:06,946 Pretty emotional about that take, huh? 959 01:28:08,583 --> 01:28:10,983 Did you feel that one, did ya? 960 01:28:12,520 --> 01:28:14,579 Best fuckin' work you've ever done. 961 01:28:15,356 --> 01:28:18,257 It's too bad you don't fuckin' remember it. 962 01:28:19,527 --> 01:28:22,428 Too bad you're a fuckin' coked-up drunk. 963 01:28:22,530 --> 01:28:25,590 You don't fuckin' remember your best performance. 964 01:28:27,568 --> 01:28:30,128 It's hard for me to fuckin' forget it. 965 01:28:31,272 --> 01:28:33,832 What kind of piece of shit are you? 966 01:28:33,941 --> 01:28:36,409 What kind of piece of filth are you? 967 01:28:36,544 --> 01:28:39,240 You big fuckin' movie star. 968 01:28:39,380 --> 01:28:42,281 Come down and shit all over my parade, brother. 969 01:28:42,383 --> 01:28:47,616 Shit on my little fuckin' parade, you big, privileged fuckin' movie star. 970 01:28:47,722 --> 01:28:49,087 Huh? 971 01:28:49,891 --> 01:28:52,792 You killed that chick that fuckin' night... 972 01:28:54,195 --> 01:28:56,095 and I watched you. 973 01:28:56,197 --> 01:28:59,325 And I don't wanna fuckin' cop out on this... 974 01:28:59,434 --> 01:29:03,894 but I didn't know she was fuckin' dead until I touched her fuckin' face. 975 01:29:04,005 --> 01:29:08,669 And you couldn't have known she was dead 'cause you were in a fuckin' blackout. 976 01:29:08,810 --> 01:29:11,836 I got rid of her. I got rid of her. 977 01:29:16,417 --> 01:29:18,977 When are you gonna fuckin' take responsibility? 978 01:29:19,087 --> 01:29:23,456 Look in the mirror at a fuckin' murderer and grow up, motherfucker. 979 01:29:23,558 --> 01:29:27,119 Grow up real fuckin' quick, 'cause you ain't gonna live very long. 980 01:29:27,228 --> 01:29:29,628 'Cause this is my life too... 981 01:29:29,731 --> 01:29:32,063 you piece of shit. 982 01:29:32,166 --> 01:29:35,067 Fuck you and the fuckin' horse you rode in on. 983 01:29:35,169 --> 01:29:38,570 You get out of my fuckin' life. You get out of my fuckin' life. 984 01:29:38,673 --> 01:29:41,642 Out of my fuckin' mind. Out of my fuckin' memory. 985 01:29:41,776 --> 01:29:44,142 Get outta here! Out! 986 01:29:44,245 --> 01:29:47,146 Out! Out! Out! Out! 987 01:29:50,385 --> 01:29:51,909 Get outta here! 988 01:29:52,019 --> 01:29:54,214 Fuckin' live with it, motherfucker! 989 01:29:54,322 --> 01:29:57,723 Live with it! Grow up, you cocksucker! 990 01:29:58,826 --> 01:30:00,726 Learn to live with it! 991 01:30:01,863 --> 01:30:03,763 You piece of filth. 992 01:30:05,066 --> 01:30:06,465 Fuck you. 993 01:30:07,735 --> 01:30:09,134 Fuck you. 994 01:30:11,239 --> 01:30:12,968 Fuck you! 995 01:30:31,659 --> 01:30:33,126 I answered your question. 996 01:30:33,227 --> 01:30:38,961 As you /ook at your /ife, are you satisfied with what and where you are? 997 01:30:39,066 --> 01:30:41,466 What do you want to be different? 998 01:30:41,569 --> 01:30:45,528 I wanna be free from my past. 999 01:30:47,875 --> 01:30:50,810 What comes to your mind? What are your options? 1000 01:31:09,530 --> 01:31:10,861 What are you doing? 1001 01:31:10,965 --> 01:31:13,456 I told you to stay in New York! 1002 01:31:13,568 --> 01:31:16,867 Get outta here! I told you not to come here! 1003 01:31:16,971 --> 01:31:18,370 Stop it! 1004 01:31:19,540 --> 01:31:21,440 I don't love you. 1005 01:31:24,979 --> 01:31:26,412 I don't love you. 1006 01:31:26,514 --> 01:31:28,414 I don't love you. Okay? 1007 01:31:30,685 --> 01:31:33,813 - Do you think you love me? - I love you. 1008 01:31:33,921 --> 01:31:37,152 You don't even know me. You don't know anything about me! 1009 01:31:38,259 --> 01:31:40,625 Listen to me. Listen. 1010 01:31:40,728 --> 01:31:42,127 Listen to me! 1011 01:31:45,132 --> 01:31:47,032 I'm a murderer. 1012 01:31:48,536 --> 01:31:50,436 I'm a murderer. 1013 01:31:52,240 --> 01:31:53,798 You hear me? 1014 01:31:53,908 --> 01:31:57,002 I'm a murderer! Do you hear me? 1015 01:31:57,144 --> 01:31:59,112 I killed somebody! 1016 01:32:00,414 --> 01:32:02,314 You think you love me? 1017 01:32:03,484 --> 01:32:05,884 I don't even love myself. 1018 01:32:05,987 --> 01:32:07,887 So how can you love me? 1019 01:32:07,989 --> 01:32:09,422 Do you understand? 1020 01:32:09,524 --> 01:32:13,620 I took a 17-year-old by the throat, and I choked the life out of her. 1021 01:32:13,728 --> 01:32:15,286 Do you understand? 1022 01:32:15,396 --> 01:32:17,887 If you /ove me, you'///et me go. 1023 01:32:19,934 --> 01:32:21,333 Let me go. 1024 01:32:27,875 --> 01:32:30,309 Get outta here! Go home! 1025 01:32:39,954 --> 01:32:41,421 Don't do that! 1026 01:32:41,522 --> 01:32:42,580 Don't! 1027 01:34:58,826 --> 01:35:00,726 Did you miss me?